dead circus and rotten tennis balls

every time every f**king time! OH MY GOD!!!....i dont know what to even say anymore...im just so angry so upset so ish-grrrrr-AHHH! i seriously dont know whats to do...what im feeling? idk anger, hatred, guilt?....yea alot of people come up with stupid stuff to say like when 'one door closes another opens' just cuz they cant freakin deal with life....yea and u know what else?! what they dont f**king tell u is that when that dam door closes it does not care if ur standing in between it just slams u in d f**king face! n u just gotta deal with that big bruise that on ur f**king nose from d door smack while u take for ever to f**king find d f**king key to d other f**king door...

if im messed up whos to blame? is it me? if he blames u would u push d blame straight to me? well im not buying into that shit no more

ok im done bitching
okbai

currently listening to- i can tell-saosin

-im nightmare a disaster,thats what u always say-

kicks and slaps
-denise-