so tired rite now but i still feel like i wanna update...cuz my darl make me tired...>.<...n i got classes tmr...

so yeap...ystrday had bbq...thx again every1 for coming...sry to darryls gang for abandoning them halfway...hope u guys not mad n enjoy the food!!. so 2 of my MOST dearest friends came over...nana n taryna, i hvnt seen them in like 87654423345689 years...so happi...anyway had fun..well atleast i did hahaha hapi merdeka every1!!! whoot...ok thats all i gotta say about that

at 1st i tot u were superrior..but now i see ur like a damn bitch on heat..yea...u hv no clue how much i wanted to break your face...okbai

everyday im loving u more and more
punk rock 101- bowling for soup
hugs n muacks <333

sometime we just...

some say ur never meant to grow up...
unlike you there, u damn wannabe's
right there u pushed me over the boarder
well now i c the fall wasnt to far
in this deep solitude
i feel...nothing...i feell absolutly nothing
i know i cant get rid of you
well i guess what they say about pest are true
ur gonna be there like a stupid price tag of life
like how u buy a pen n want to get the tag off
and instead u end up makind d whole pen sticky?
yeah thats what u worth...nothing..
so right there when u noticed that u could not
make my life hell
thats when ur life starts to fall apart
at the seems
u manage to get in my head
look whose the one troubled now
u laugh at me for being unable to step on
now look whos skirts caught
u cry for help
do i hear you?...yes i do
should i help u?...yes i should
will i help u?...let me think about it
now u quiver under my power
praying begging u were kinder
u feel insecure
well thats my power
one second of ur insecurity
to show ur weakness
was all i needed
scream all u like, be a bitch all u want
no one will hear u
there all gona cuz u chased them away
once ur at the top u stand alone
n thats where ur now
and ur scared...
i win

walking dead
chris brown- forever
hugs and kisses

tadpoles grapefruit yay!

WHAT THE FUCK???!!!


i just had ta get it outta my system...why do i let u get to my head? ur a NOBODY to me
i wished u'd just DROP DEAD

you think ur so cool? well i wonder what daddy would say if he knew what his precious little princess was up to

-why r you so obsessed with me?
schrei - tokio hotel
hugs & kisses <3

on the east coast a dwarf must have 3 yellow sock

everytime you love someone is because of something special

some u love them cuz of their personality -ricardo
some u love them cuz of there cool - sara
some u love them cuz of their playullness - aaron
some u love them cuz of their hair - evelyn
some u love them cuz of their randomness - melissa
some u love them cuz of their ability to love - momma
some u love them cuz of their smile - erick
some u love them cuz of the way they make you feel -noah
some u love them cuz of their skills - taryna (bsb)
some u love them cuz of the way they present themself - david
some u love them cuz of their passion - daniel
some u love them cuz of their pure awesomeness - georgie
some u love them cuz they are totaly diffrent from you - ah yi
some u love them cuz you can bully them senseless - domo eun
some u love them cuz of their crazyness - alene
some u love them cuz of their taste in music - wey liam
some u love them cuz of their taste in cars - papa
some u love them cuz of their taste in movies - marcus
some u love them cuz of their slang - neal
some u love them cuz of their photography skills - chun hien
some u love them cuz of their computer knowledge - alex
some u love them cuz of their jokes - darryl
some u love them cuz of their just themself - philbert
some u love them cuz of their singing voice - simon
some u love them cuz u share many awesome memory with them - nana banana

so these are the reasons why i love the ppl around me...if i missed your name just msg me...i will tell u why i love u >.<

-i love you the same way a geek love his rubix cube
waldorfworldwide- good charlotte
love and kisses <33333333333

if a fork was called a bubble what colour would a banana be?

jus cuz im doing one thing its does not relate all to you...you probably wonder whats wrong with me...

you dont like the words i speak
or the thoughts i think
or the songs i like to hear
or the way i sing
you dont like the way i walk
or the things i talk i talk
or the way i swing my hand
and i know you'll never understand
just because i walk like obi1-kenobi
u people talk
but u dont really know me
well im glad cuz i dont ever wanna be like you
there a place inside my mind you never get

i dont want to live your 7-2, yes! i dont wanna live your boring life....u parade around in your pretty dresses and heels but im running faster than you in my jeans and chucks...i could feel your stare on me like a damn magicians hypnotized kangaroo...u had a choice...youre already stepping on my tail fur, a little closer and i will bite...i seriously wonder whats in that penut size thing u claim be your skull...u think im really that retarded? OWH wait u do cuz, thats the highest level your brain can think of...i hope that ring he gave you turns your finger green...well some of my decisions sucks but at least im still young...

-let go HAVE SOME FUN
lotsalovefrommebeeotch (go figure)
hugs and kisses<333

blue munchkins will one day rule

so i saw something extreemly disturbing last night and my mental state of mind has been forever altered on the views of french people...and couples unable to give birth... so anyaway this post is a mix of alot of things but mainly is to show my my idols,heroes and role model...so here goes in no particular order

the man behind it all-tim burton

awesome tattooist- chris garver

awesome band-blink 182

my biggest hero, idol, role model-pink

awesome song writer/inspirational music-avril

radest tattooist in LA/Love everything about her-KAT VON D

sickest band-greenday

extreemly inspirational band,awesome song, meaningfll lyrics- good charlotte

u wish you could be like him- eminem

biggest idol- bill kaulitz

my fav historical icon- ann boleyn

MOST AWESOME stage preformer/AWESOME voice-kevin tarte

autumn scene- yiruma
-i already prove that i can be a real BITCH now i also wanna prove that i can sing like a mother fucker WHOO!!
hugs&kisses<3333333333

if d world was stuck in black n white i would parade around in a red dress

WHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! okayyyy...so i hv been a rebel lately haha not many ppl noe wut im up to so yea...but those who noe, i bet are super happy...doin *ahem* stupid things...haha SHHHH...ok so rite now im feeling super hyper idek y...must b that all juice my beloved dad made 4 me...n my dear bcome sick alrdy O.o n instead of being dead he come MORE hyper...alien child...anyway drink more water people!!! n dont get H1N1... anway heres what i really wanted ta say...wait for it..wait for it...

IM GONNA GO FOR A ED HARDY FASHION SHOW WHOOOOO!!!! YEAH!! WEEWOOWEEWOOWEEWOO
yeaps...this weekend...its gonna be hosted in a club...i dunno which one yet but i bet its gonna b awesome...i juz hope its at zouk...so yea this thurs im gonna go down ta klcc wid my lecturer n go do d styling/fitting/planning at ed hardy...gonna treat my eyes to ed hardy-ness...YEAH!!! n sat is d official day...well night actually...theres gonna be alot of fashion people,press,media bla bla bla...im nt sure but i think my teacher say that i get ta bring ppl in for free n drinks on d house...but thats not confirm yet...so if u guys r nice to me u mite get ta tag along......so yea thats pretty much all tat i wanted ta say...

by d way if u dint already noe ED HARDY is my ULTIMATE fav brand in d whole wide world n if anyone out there bought me ed hardy anything i would b d happiest gal in d world n i would love u for ever ahhaha...oh by d way...d cheapest shirt der is RM 399.99... so yea... eat ur heart out...smiles

viva la gloria-greenday
the night lit up like fireworks
hugs n kisses<333333333333333

if pigs could fly...i'd take up hunting

so u really wanna know whats on my mind? well here a fucken piece of it!

messed up life
a blessing? a curse?
i also dont know...all these problems weighing me down..i just realised all d while i've been living off other peoples mistake...

i got enuff to worry about...so please if you have got a fuckin problem just swallow it up, cry it out on ur fucken pillow, shoot yourself in a foot n dissapear...look here i've said my sorries...i've done my apology...i've paid my dept so will you please just STFU!!! GOSH why do i even bother? u made me look like a fool,u made me sink so low all d way dwn to YOUR lvl just to gain ur apology i made myself a phatetic mooron just so u will accept my damned apology...so look if ur not happy u can just go die okay? i really mean it...im taking it ALL back...its a little to late for you now so just GOW AWAY! okay?ur like a little annoying bug that makes me wanna buy insect repellent n blast it from the air-cond...at 1st u really got me ok.. i felt guilty...but now?come on!...how long u gonna carry on this phatetic act of yours? this shit is just turning old...u really can win an oscar for ur acting skills

i love my sisteres
i love him...get over it (i dedicated this sentance to many many many people)

because you loved me-celine dion
-all of this dont matter cuz now i've got you
hugs n kisses<333

i kissed a girl and *BANG* ...dies

so my head is pounding OMG...so i mite b goin swimming again later idk...i just hope my head stops pounding when i do...if not i'll b a partay pooper n that would be bad...must b from all the college stress idk...

i really need to the following for no particular reason
-shout at someone
-hit someone REALLY REALLY hard with my boxing gloves*wink wink*
-sleep
-swim
-fly
-paint
-draw sumthing that i like for myself n not for assignment
-play the guitar flawlessly
-jump of a cliff (n not die)
-meet edward cullen
-go karaokay-ing???
-play pool
-drink alcohol
-watch a freaking hilarious comedy (the kind that make u laugh till you cry)

yea thats pretty much what i need yay...ok im gonna go take a nap now...
ZzzZZzzzZzzzzZzZzZ

swing swing- AAR
-the birds will tell me the secrets of the world-
hugs and kissssses <3333

let it be...just let it be

can we please just let it be? let go of it...do u really see a point in fighting?...just freak out let it go...please im asking u guys...just look back, is it really worth it? and why u guys fighting about now? i also dunno lah...i mean come on u guys should know better then to let something as small as this hurt ur friendship...from what i see all this is just one big mess...everyone is individually misunderstood...but in d end NO one will understand another person completely so lets not make any more judgements...lets just let it go...

contagious-avril
-so i walk out in silence
hugs and kisses <333
denise

flabby tea spoon...weewooo

smiles.laughter.pasta.horror movie.work out....what more could a girl ask for?(trust me its way deeper than that)...

hate
tell me what it really means...does it last forever? when does it exist? how does it come to be?...is it really as bad as it sounds?does it have to be as bad?or is it all just overrated? why does everyone feel hate? do we choose it? or does it come naturally...d thing i wan to know is...can we forget it? give up?

why?why do u do that...honestly i admire you for it...u are one person unafraid to swallow their pride...let them have a go at the other cheek...a person has gotta love another so much just to do what u did...u dint need to lower yourself to that standard but u did...all i can say is that bravery is running so deep in your veins i can even smell it...u just let them humiliate you and u take it...from what i see youre gaining approval of someone...dont...let them come to you...he is not like everyone else..you dont have to please anyone...they will love you for who you are...u remind me so strongly of someone...anyone is so fortunate to have you in their lifes...i know i am...its good to know that good people still exists in this world...so here this is for you

cuz i can-pink
so is it gonna be like this forever?
hugs n kisses <333
denise